Last night I said the words that have stricken fear in even the heart of my happy-go-lucky husband over the 15 years he has been married to me.
Those words are: "Something is really bad. I don't know what. But it's bad." Those words were spoken at 11:30pm-ish pacific time as we finished up a long actuarial study session.
The women in my family are like this. We can have extreme intuition for large negative news events or events that will cause us to lose a personal family member.
This morning I was afraid to turn on the TV and yet a feeling of already knowing and accepting was there, just as it always is when this feeling gets to me.
Now we all know what happened. And it is shocking.
I will be praying for all the families whose lives have been affected by this horrific act. I will wish for a restoration of peace, safety and over all well being for everyone involved. I will hope that all of this sad and unnecessary evil will serve to bring loved ones together in a stronger way.
I will love a little harder today.
